kids growing, family changes... we used to go out in public and be able to calmly enjoy ourselves. anymore, we seem to struggle for peace within the family in public and at home. the kiddoes, malik 16 months, isaiah 4 1/2, jayden 7 and tiana 9 are fighting and yelling and not peaceful! everybody has an opinion.... some want to go there and some do not. the boys are climbing on things, spitting on things, jumping off things and on and on! so, as a pretty peaceful mama, i'm now at a loss. i will not give up, but something's gotta give!
in a big family, sometimes i get comfortable with the way things "are." i seem to forget transitions happen, people grow, things change. then, when things change, i'm surprised! damn, he has now figured out how to open the fridge and pour everything on the floor! and when did he start yelling? and where did that attitude come from? she didn't have that a few months ago and now it's just a part of her?! family is great and i am truly blessed.... these are some trying times and i'm sure this is part of my path.... learning something new and going through challenges so i can grow as a person. well this ultimate warrior mama is not giving up... not ever giving up! bring it on!
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