Gloomy Today... Trying To Keep Shining

Feeling kinda down.... and it's overcast today. I need some sun and light from within to shine a little brighter.

My car has outdated tags, I have an "outdated" ticket that needs to be paid, and now the car is just not starting. Fortunately, it's covered under warranty for towing and repair (if it's the fuel pump problem that I think it is).... unfortunately, the tow company only tows cars with updated and legal tags. :(

Hmmmm..... "exhale."

I did submit a resume and cover letter on Wednesday for a job in an Ayurvedic Dr.'s office for a Receptionist/Office Admin. position! That would be super amazing and a giant step towards what I am super passionate about.... Ayurveda! The doctor is well known and has written many books. He studied in India and has been teaching and practicing for over 20 years! He also lives with his wife in the area and has six kids.... kinda ironic? ;) I want this job.... I'm a perfect fit! Hopefully the universe thinks so. The schedule is perfect for me, too... it would allow me to still be mom. My ex is kinda chillin' right now, so I'm thinking he can babysit until I get the daycare/school situation worked out for my kiddos.

Without my car, my freedom feels a little restricted. No bus system in the mountains.... well kinda. There is an express bus that would take me down to the flats where I could catch a regional bus... but the schedule is very limited. Not to mention taking the crew with me.... it would be six of us, a snack/food cooler, diaper bag, and maybe stuff to do on the bus for the kiddos.... transfers, bringing back groceries, walking a ways to the house.... a definite adventure!

And trying to get the girls to and from school has been interesting. We'll see what this next week brings.... not sure how that's going to work out. But, alas... I don't really need to know the how... I just know it will. Trying to keep my vibe high and my head up.

I miss my gym time.... my alone time... some type of breathing time. I did wake up last night after the kiddos fell asleep. I ran a hot bath, lit candles, played some soft music, put some essential oils in the bath, grabbed my Infinite Love and Gratitude book and soaked for about an hour.... mmmmmm. That was lovely. I'm grateful.

I am also feeling extremely ready to pay this sweet lady that has allowed me and my crew to live here. I haven't been able to pay her rent.... she so deserves it. She has been so welcoming and compassionate.

I'm ready to be productive! I want to work, I want to go to school, I want to support my crew and have our own space.

Hoping for this job... then I'll worry about this car thing and I'm sure it will all work out beautifully.

xoxo