If there was ever a time or chance for my ex and I to work things out and get back together, it would've been this summer. We spent a LOT of time together just due to the financial challenges we endured. We talked about getting back together and still have a love for one another.... but it's just not the same. I care for him and only wish him the best in life, but I don't have the same feelings for him that we shared when we were married. Something shifted inside of me back around the time of Keenan's (my babies') birth. This summer was great closure for me. Just being near him and next to him this summer helped me to realize things have really changed for good. My feelings have changed for him. I'm not sure I can even put it into words for you... it's just not there for me anymore.
That being said, I also have continues to visit the "Obama" man every now and again. I only see him about every other week or every three weeks. He is definitely not the "one," but nice to be around and I appreciate his work.
I know my man is on his way.... I'm patient. I'm young and not going to settle for just anyone. I have time and when my man comes.... it's on. ;)
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