Life continues to be a beautiful, chaotic, interesting, amazing, magical, and a lesson filled journey.
I continue to search for Truth.... continue loving and supporting these babies.... continue giving love freely to all who are in my "bubble" ....continue staying open and believing in something Bigger than me that shows me daily how much I am loved and taken care of.
We're still in the mountains, living in an amazing sanctuary right now. I have a story to go with that.... but maybe another time. ;) It's another "blessing in disguise." The home is in foreclosure and we may have to move after or around the auction date which is in March of 2013. Good news: I am not paying rent...only bills. Thankful for that. Who knows, maybe someone will purchase it and let us stay in the garden level apartment....maybe I'll meet a man who finds it just as amazing as I do, who falls in love with it and buys it! I'm such a dreamer, such an optimistic girl.
My ex moved to Portland with his girlfriend/fiance in September of this year. Since then, child support has been a hit and run. Right now, he is unemployed....but, we are still more than taken care of. Friends, family, earth angels, unearthly angels, ;) and higher powers at work for sure.
The three boys are at home with me.... Isaiah (9), Malik (6), Keenan (3.5). The girls are in a small school that will do for now. Their old school closed due to financial reasons.... well, I think the truth is the new administrator was hungry for more money. She closed the mountain campus and opened a HUGE new one down in the flats. I am searching for another school that is a similar sanctuary for this crew. It's coming.... maybe now is just a good time to keep the boys home. The girls are happy where they are. That's all that truly matters.
My life is full of reading spiritual books right now. I just picked up The Urantia Book. The way I found it was incredible! I found it at a thrift store for $1.50 directly after searching for it at the local library and coming up with nothing. It's a book that I've been thinking about since I read a book about angels a few months ago. The book of angels mentioned The Urantia Book. It's a BIG book and not an easy read. I'm exploring it right now. We'll see. I'm really excited about it and it sure feels good.
Maybe I'll make it to a computer more often. I journal almost daily at home....but I do miss blogging.
My priorities consist of love, love, love and love. Loving life, my family, friends, strangers, this earth we call home and everything on it. Other than that....Truth, fogiveness, gratitude.....hmmmm.
Thought for the evening.....
Our life is just a blink in the big scheme of things. Why are we here? To become educated, make money, buy the newest IPhone, stay in our crazy schedules and not take any of it with us after we blink? And what then, do we leave behind?
What about breathing, taking care of our Home, loving, being together, nurturing eachother, staying non-judgemental.....staying out of Man's mind, staying away from Man's ideas, schedules, and ways of life that have truly brought devastation to all living things? Why do we do what we do and STILL feel empty at the end of the day?
Time for change.
